"Meaning of life"

Sometimes I wonder, what is the meaning of having you and me in this world. My mom always mumble, saying my sister this & that and my sister keeps on arguing with everyone, suspecting the others having bad thoughts about her. Is that really important to show how good you are in front of the family members or your friends? How good if everyone where humble and willing to learn from each other and love each other, especially family members?

There is no reasons to blame everyone about family relationships. Maybe because of generation gab or education background that make us different but communication span all barriers. I have been staying at home these days and talk quite a lot with mom these days. Helping her with the housework and taking care of the baby and I realized that it is not easy to be a responsible person. Even back in Kampar, I will have to spend time with Ah Boy, taking care of it just like a baby because it is my responsibility to take care of it even it is weaker than me. I can bet, over 10, 9 of them not willing to spend time for others or if they do, they still cannot do it good for others because of selfishness.

How many times you volunteer yourself to help your mom with the housework? How willing are you when you were told to help out? How willing are you to spend time with your family, spending time to know about them, to help them? Relationships are always a trouble but with only relationship, will keep our life colorful, do you agree? I see sister and mom have tight bond in between, is just that they do not communicate and know each other more. It is a mirror, for me to see how should I do. My sister says that mom always pamper me, but I can say that I tried my best to know my mom well but yet, I'm not good enough.

Alike my brother, he spend time with his work but at home, will he appreciate what he have now? I think, it is very good luck to have someone taking care of you, worrying about you and always thinking of you. Having these people in your life, you have plenty of time to do other things and in return, do you think about them too? He would feel annoy when he is asked to do this and that to spend money on this and that. There is not many choice for both of us and one day, I will take up his responsibility to take care of the family too.

Now, everyone are here, together, but I always worry that it will gone bad one day, someone is leaving someday. Looking at sister, brother and mom, how this relationship turn good one day? What should I do to help and what role should I play? How I hope my sister stop being so naive and my brother to care more about the family? I do not know what they are thinking and I do believe that we care about each other but we do not express it. Hopefully it would be better someday.